Writing is funny. I love doing it. I love putting down in words all the stuff that is taking up space in my head. It frees up room for other things, and on a really good day it’s something someone else can relate to and find comfort in. A connection to their own humanity.
The part I find incredibly odd is not always recognizing my writing months later. I’ll be flipping through emails and see from WordPress that there is a new blog from someone. I’ll open it, start reading it and then realize it is mine. “Oh, yeah, I guess I remember writing that.”
But mostly I get the words out, and I move on. Like markers on a path, I put these words down, marking where I’ve been and then I keep going. It’s only when I follow the markers back that I am reminded the author putting them down was me. It’s very strange. And somehow very delightful.
Like wrapping presents and hiding them for yourself all over the house, only to be surprised by them in the future. It’s not that I feel like what I’m writing is fabulous, but it’s a little reminder to myself of who I am, who I was, where I’ve been.
Maybe you should give it a try.